so it's been aaaages since i have last been on here, i think it's coz i have been so rushed with college this year!!! i hate it, I love art and photography and media at that fact but the work load is way to much!!! i have dropped textiles as i really had no intrest in it, i just thought it would help boost my art, but it didnt and happened to be the biggest waste of time ever! But oh well, exam times coming way to soon, my art AS exam is on sanctuary and i am no where in my book, i think thats why im on here, looking for some inspiration!! and then my photography A2 is on discord....i didnt even know what that word meant until i got my exam, and i think the exam for it is in like 2 weeks!!!! I'm feeling so rushed, even in this 2 week holiday its been constant work and i feel as though i'm getting no where, i just want a break and to have some time for myself, i really cant wait to get out of college!!! And i still have another year to go i really dont know what to do with myself, it's so close to my 18th birthday and i just wanna have some time, to...party!! well i should really be aloud, but no i cant!!! i cant even take a lesson off college now as i will be charged.....yeah charged because i dropped textiles....they want to make me pay £500......any real college wouldnt do this to me!!! I really need to talk to the raf soon and see about joining coz at the moment i really feel as if my life is being tottaly wasted!!


I'm so worked up i havnt even spoke about the posoitives in my life, well except for m turning 18 in 2 weeks!! My lil cat has just given birth to 4 little kittens, there 5 weeks old on sunday and soon will be old enough to give away, but, i really dont want to do that but i cant see my mum wanting 6 cats in the house. when im not busy i will try and get some photos of them but the lil uggers move so fast my camera can hardley catch them haha,
next posotive my 18th birthday party, hopefully its gonna be massive, im having a barbie and ken themed party at my house and it will be awsome....thats if all goes to plan, although nothing has recently
next egypt, yay me and steve are goin to egypt in july, all booked up for the 5th till 12th....so excited i will come back with a big fat tan... i really wanna lose wight before though as i dont want a big flabby belly while im on the beach do i hahaha.....
next then after egypt were going on a big boozy camping trip should be a right laugh, sand, sun, sea, music and booze.....swanage 09 here we come!!!